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- there's a woman in the laundromat staring down at her phone;
she got off work three hours ago and she doesn't wanna go home
'cause all that's waiting for her there
are screaming sons and a pregnant daughter;
she takes her time as her laundry air-dries slowly,
takes her time to breathe in the quiet-loud atmosphere of shaking machines;
she takes her time.
there's a man in the corner booth talking nonstop on a headset;
he laughs and it's strained 'cause he knows he's on borrowed time,
his wife's got another man in the sheets
and he pretends he doesn't notice that she smells like whiskey and cologne
when she walks through the door at 2 a.m.;
he closes his eyes and takes time to convince himself it'll be okay,
closes his eyes and pretends that he's asleep when he feels the bed dip beside him in the morning;
he closes his eyes.
there's a kid on the street holding a cigarette;
his hand shakes as he lights it 'cause he hasn't had his fix yet,
he knows it's cracking up his lungs but he can't get enough
because it's all that's stopping him from breaking to pieces,
unlike the glasses that get thrown every night as his parents scream obscenities in the kitchen;
he breathes in deep to steel himself for walking through the front door,
breathes in deep and feels his lungs creak, just to let out the smoke and watch it fade;
he breathes in deep.
there's a world out there full of people that ache;
they've got broken hearts and shattered lives,
you can see the years they've lived by the shadows in their eyes
and the weariness they carry on their shoulders as they pass beneath the streetlights;
we all carry our heartache in our rib cages
and our sorrows in our toes;
we'll live through the night just to witness the dawn,
live through all life's imperfections because it'll always be flawed,
we'll live to know what life feels like;
we'll live.
Literature
How To Get Through The Day
F stands for failure,
but ignore it.
Keep repeating to yourself
that you're going to be just fine
and if anyone says otherwise,
cover your ears
Clench your fists, grit your teeth,
and dig your nails into your flesh, but
don't let them know that
they're liars or scum because
they will tear you
to pieces
Instead give them smiles
just wide enough
and nod your head
and pretend you care
when you damn well don't
Cover up the trash you are
with white lies and false statements,
pretty-sounding words,
good grades, and
fake smiles
Don't ask yourself
who you are
and don't ask yourself
why you are here
and pretend that you know
what you are doing
T
Literature
the third time i call, you pick up and i say
yesterday i walked past the diner where we fell in love,
and i thought i saw the waitress wave at me as i went
by and i realized that the most terrible thing
in the whole world would be you rereading all those text messages
i sent you when i was stupid in love. those weren’t meant for you, okay,
those were for the boy who split his milkshake with me and
held my hand through an entire season of Friends and
sat with me in silence on dirty rooftops while we smoked stolen cigarettes.
look, i didn’t even mean to call the first time, but i was
drunk and high and cold and my old favorite song
came on the radio and i remembered how much
Literature
first and last (alcoholism)
and i’ll never forget
the time between darks
i was ten
the water bottle in the freezer
(or the one hidden in your purse)
i found and tried to drink
after skiing
and nearly choked, gagged on your addiction
(and it hurt the throat, burned so bad i cried
and hid in the bathroom, sick
understand now i only drink the tap)
and still have told no one.
little lights and far-off music across the (fermented) water,
the sound,
a modern suburban mother’s Gatsby get-together
and before swerving over the double-yellow
and after a near-miss kiss with a road sign
and slurring curses and you dragged
lit
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I really like it It's very strong and full of truth