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a lesson in numbers for those who breathe words

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    i.
    i think someday we'll all run
    out of words -

    people always
    forget what they were going
    to say, never remember
    the names of the places left
    behind, and it
    hurts when it's my name
    your lips can't find.

    it reminds me we're
    all ghosts, we're only imprints
    of what we were some time
    ago and i can't
    change that, i can't
    change you - note
    to self: your fingers can't keep
    what they can't touch.


    ii.
    it hurts when family
    leaves you, don't it, when they
    find a way to rip their life
    into two because
    they're the unhappy ones -

    when it doesn't
    help to call them selfish because
    you know you're gonna end
    up the same way, you'll be the one
    doing the leaving when
    your time comes
    around -

    and for some reason,
    you'll end up
    being more okay with that
    turn of the road than
    you thought you'd be.


    iii.
    it's hard to remember that
    we all dream of what won't happen -

    not everything finds
    a happy ending, you know, sometimes
    things end in flames,
    shoot up to
    singe your lips, and trust
    me when i say that i  
    know how it burns.

    the lines we walk don't know
    how to be clear-cut, they
    don't know
    of black and white because
    this world's too full of
    chaos to demand
    simplicity from simple things.

    we are graffitied and
    marked
    and my skin
    can't tell me
    if my eyes are blue or if that's
    my voice - i blend in
    to the
    background
    (with you).


    iv.
    think sometime about what
    we are versus what we could have
    been, all the
    things we could have
    done if we hadn't wasted
    years to sit
    and watch dead stars -

    we could've found a cure
    for our disease
    (it's called loneliness)
    by now but no, no,
    we've just found the virus itself

    and i think we'd be better
    off falling into it.


    v.
    we've all been
    left behind, we've all been
    forgotten sometime and i think
    it's gotten to us -

    we're scared of lightning, not
    the storm, and these
    unspoken words are digging
    like scars into our skin,
    leaving marks
    like tallies and telling
    us that it's going to be hard to
    move on and not count
    the steps we've
    taken backwards.

    we're the battered and the
    bruised but i
    think that's why we're here - this world
    needs something to
    vent to, needs some souls to
    take her hand and when
    we run out,
    so will she.


    vi.
    it hurts when things just
    leave you, don't it -

    but you'll get
    them back someday.
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XxFlameFrost101xX's avatar
Wow. I really want to say something about this, but- kind of fittingly, I suppose- I don't know what I can say to describe what I feel about this. 
Beautiful. :heart: